The past two weeks I’ve been not feeling very well. Thought I was getting sick because I was achy all over. Then my side started to hurt again. My ovarian cyst is enlarged (AGAIN) and has had me in a lot of pain. Now my legs hurt and feel like I’ve walked miles when I haven’t at all. Want to know why?
I haven’t left my house is almost two weeks!!! Yes, two weeks! Besides walking my daughter to the front lawn to wait for the bus, 4 of the almost 14 days, I have been inside.
Today was the first day I left the house and was to just grab some lunch, because I haven’t even gone to the store, and to get my son’s DS from my mom at work. As a matter of fact, today is the first day I’ve even put makeup on. I have spent the past two weeks suffering, laying around, working on some orders from my new La De Daa Designs site, popping pain pills and when those are working I’ve been playing with the kids. I’m behind on laundry, we have no food in the house, my legs hurt from being so lazy and I’m sick of not feeling well. I fear that I am becoming a major recluse. Plus in these two weeks I have not called or talked to anyone really. Except a couple people for about 10 minutes. Pretty soon I am going to loose all of my real life friends if I don’t pull myself out of this.
Sigh.
I really need to stop working, pop a pill and go somewhere but I just don’t feel like it. It’s been rainy and cold as well which doesn’t help. And I can’t go out tonight because if I do I’ll miss MomDot’s weekly FNL, which I have never missed. So if you need me, I’ll be (gasp) here! And if you’re at FNL tonight you know I’ll be there! See you then and in the meantime, I hope everyone else is doing well.
(Edited note)
Wait I take that back. I did go to my daughter’s school concert for about an hour on the 10th. But besides that….been here.
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Oh hun, I’m sooo sorry you’ve been feeling that way! I don’t see you IRL, but I’ve missed you, too! I hope you get out of that rut soon, it sucks when you’re in it. I’m here if you wanna chat, though
Thanks Maria! The kids and I had a good evening. Every Friday we have a movie night and order pizza and watch movies in our jammies and sleeping bags. Tonight we watched Sleeping Beauty and now they are having quiet time. My daughter has a sore throat so I’m getting ready to lay them down in a minute but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
I hope you get to feeling better soon. Those darn cysts can be very painful. I am lucky and my pain only last for about 3-4 hours. You better get up and moving or you will turn out like me and only get out occasionally and then you will join me on the depression medication.
Hope things improve for you.
I think I’m 1/2 way there. I dont want to do anything. I just want to sit at home and be with the kids. I am going on week 3 of pain from this damn thing. Ugg..
Thanks Tammy, I hope you feel better soon too!
You sound just like me. I haven’t been feeling well for about a month since I had an IUD put in. At times I don’t even want to get out of bed. I hope you get to feeling better!
Add 8 years on to those to weeks and welcome to my life. LOL
I’m sorry to hear the cyst is back though, hopefully it just shrinks back away for you again.
Cheer up girlie, snow season is almost here!
It’s so hard to go out and be “one with the world” when frankly at that moment you don’t give a rat’s butt. I’m sorry about your cyst…I know how painful that can be and I hope it gets better soon!
Thanks Kristin. Hopefully this week will be a better one. Spending time with family and friends and thinking about all the things I’m grateful for instead of dwelling in pain and depression. Thanksgiving can’t come soon enough for me. Hope yours is wonderful!
I hope so as well! Family and friends have a way of making you smile even when you don’t want to!! I do have that next post up if you care to read…and if not…well–thanks for coming by yesterday! I really do appreciate it!